You might have seen my twitter posts with #InAField as the tag over the last couple of years. Initially they were accompanied by pictures of our candlelabra as we ate in the evening. Most recently the pictures have included boots, tweed jackets and sometimes have even been taken from the back of a carriage as we have careered around a field. After a lifetime of not being sporty I find myself a competitor in a sport so far removed from my working class background that it makes me gasp. Think of Ben Hur, minus the wheel spurs obviously, and complete with a woman hanging onto the back of a carriage…
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SinfulSunday – good-bye 61
In most recent years Eroticon has co-incided with my birthday weekend and this has often allowed me the chance to take pictures in the hotels I stay in for the weekend. This always makes me excited because I love hotel bathrooms. The mirrors and the lighting afford endless opportunities for photos with repeating images and they always spark my creativity. Today is day before my 62nd birthday. I am viewing my body with a photographer’s eyes as I create this image. I am also viewing it internally with kinder eyes than I used to. I am noting what I like. I am noting that my body can give me and…
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SinfulSunday – silk and lace
A change in the season means an opportunity to wear my lovely lingerie on Sunday mornings. They make me feel feminine and that pushes me more into the sensual side of my nature. Spring is springing! ๐๐๐ Don’t forget to click on the link below to see what other wonderful images have been posted this week
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Eroticon 2020 virtual meet and greet
NAME (and Twitter if you have one) Hi I’m eye and on twitter I am @_Masterseye Tell us 3 things you are most looking forward to at Eroticon 2020 Being enthused and inspired by the speakers and the people I meet Catching up with people I know and love Meeting new people and getting to know them Sadly with a change of venue this year for the Friday night meet and greet we wonโt be compiling a play list but I know that everyone enjoys that bit soโฆ. What is a song that always makes you want to dance? OOH!ย This is hard, there are so many that I love…
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SinfulSunday – up close
A chilly day, a monkey puzzle tree and a grinning @Domwithadee created this picture for this month’s first picture. Don’t forget to click on the link below to see what other wonderful images are there this week ๐
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Regrets – I have a few, but then again …
How far do you go back? Before I was a woman, before I felt autonomous, before I was a mother, before I was a wife, before I knew, before I understood, before I could, before I knew I should, before when I thought I was loved, before I knew I was loved? I don’t know about you but regrets seem to come with a sense of responsibility and capability. If I look back I can only do it through the eyes of the person I am now. If I revisit places I feel I have fallen short, the ones where I have real regrets, I do it with a sense…
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“Like a frog slow boiled”
This post covers abusive relationships, co-dependency and CPTSD.ย Please do not read if you feel this might not be helpful post, it does revisit those places
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#F4TFriday – pride
but throughout it all, underneath the upset, the tears, and the turmoil I had a calm centre created from the knowledge that I had been truly seen for the first time in my life by someone whose opinion I trusted and I made Him proud.
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Do not disturb
The sound of the key turning in the lock jolted me from my reverie. I knew that he would be standing behind me, surveying the sight of me in my underwear, obediently kneeling next to the bed. I’d chosen a matching set of dark grey silk and lace.ย I thought that the colour showed my pale skin at its best.ย I knew that the knickers cupped and displayed my bum well because of times spent in front of the mirror trying to create the perfect bum pic to send him.ย I hoped my real life body lived up to the picture’s teasing promise. I imagined the sign on the hotel…
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Stastics and Damn Lies – On numbers and hard work
I have always been crap at numbers and pay very little attention to my follower counts, number of views, or links. I am mostly just happy to be able to do this and I avoid creating goals or targets for fear of missing them or disappointing myself or people whose opinion matters to me. In short, I fear failure because I do not believe in my ability to create my own success. With that in mind the yearly blogging awards is something that I cannot avoid, and actually don’t want to as, as contrary as it sounds, I do want to feel part of a community in spite of choosing…