Connie Jenkins

  • Learning to Love the Mirror Again

    Learning to Love the Mirror Again

    The Reflection I Once Avoided There was a time when I couldn’t look at my reflection for more than a few seconds. Not because I hated what I saw, but because I didn’t recognize her. The woman staring back seemed both familiar and distant — a version of me that had endured too much…

  • This Is Us

    This Is Us

    The Quiet Beginning It began in messages — brief, cautious, curious. What started as fragments of conversation grew into paragraphs, and then into nights spent waiting for the next reply. I didn’t know what it would become, and maybe that’s what made it feel so alive. There was no promise, no plan, just a…

  • Endure This for Me

    Endure This for Me

    The Edge of Surrender It started with a whisper. A small, almost casual request spoken into the dimness of an afternoon room: “Endure this for me.” The words hung in the air, heavy and fragile at the same time. Not a command, not quite a plea — something in between. I didn’t answer immediately.…

  • Capturing Desire

    Capturing Desire

    The First Click It began as an experiment. A quiet afternoon, a camera on the dresser, a mirror angled just so. I wasn’t trying to make art; I was trying to feel something. The shutter’s click startled me at first — loud, deliberate, final. It felt like both exposure and confession. When I looked…

  • Sometimes Desire

    Sometimes Desire

    The Space Between Us There are moments when desire lives not in touch, but in distance. In the space between two breaths, two messages, two bodies separated by ordinary life — work, families, plans, commitments that don’t include each other. That’s where I often find it hiding, coiled like quiet energy waiting to unfurl.…

  • A Manifesto for My New Chapter

    A Manifesto for My New Chapter

    The Quiet Beginning It started, as many things do, with silence. Not the easy kind of silence that fills the space between songs or the pause before laughter — but the heavy kind that sits in your chest like fog. It was the silence after endings, the kind that demands you sit down and…